charm

damn it

really

my charm kinda works in the wrong places

the women that I attract...

is twice my age

i'm 17

and she's..

22..


damn...



the last relationship I was in, was indeed kinda horrible.

the woman herself was cheating on her man, she complained that she no longer feels the love from him, whining that he's 2 busy and stuff...

and wtf hell, she was 25 and i was 16 at that time. settled?

if this shit keeps on going.. i'm bound to snatch someone's wife...

i don't know what to say.

my name, AH MENG part II

haih..so now I am no longer in Jb, now back in Bangi. Came back here around saturday morning

well I didn't blog while my time in jb, so i'm going to blog about it, not much though

31st AUG 12:00am

finally reached back jb

so I decided to sms to all of contacts, a merdeka message, not sure was worth it, my credit got spent, anyway I accidently got to know someone because I punched in the wrong number, funny thing that she asked me straight if I was a policeman..hmm something wasn't right was going on. Well I'd just say that, we keep in touch.

31st aug

I woke up, in the morning

went cycling, yea really boring thing to do, but just felt like it.

damn, the bike itself was pretty, rusted.

took the liberty to check the neighbourhood

well nothing much changed except there this new thing being made, not sure if its public or not, because its in the istana's property

construction

continued on cycling around until dataran jbsaw the march and all, dun have picks of cause, accidently didn't save it haih.was spotted by En. Adnan though, he brought his wife and kids along . Didn't get to catch up with him as it was kinda crowded there. the march was from the dataran jb, seta and ec.

some inhabitants of the istana

the place where I lived, if anyone can find it.

road kills

1st sept

nothing much done on that day, thought of going to tkd but I had a charity sale at 9am. I asked most of anyone whom I thought lived nearby, to come and give their support but, nobody did. typical, typical.

well only my neighbour came.

thank you Charlotte.

anyway, had to accompany dad to some weddings, in place of my mom, she had this business seminar, cosmetics is the venture.

2nd sept

nothing done here, went out and got groceries

and finally got this collection

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3rd sept

went for a haircut, bla bla,

took my sister out, it was raining and I almost got into an accident. I don't know what was I feeling or thinking. nonsense, benda yang tak masuk akal, that is what I am talking here. Well the 'cause of my vehicle swindling on the road was that it was drizzling and the road there was on a big puddle, so there was no friction and I lost control. What? if you know how I drive, that would happen, i'm always driving at a constant speed of 80km/h. and yes I was driving the orange vw.

any way, caught this movie at cs

秘密

really nice story to it, one of my college buddies said the hero was kinda too perfect, except he rode a bycicle.

got student discount rm6 each for ticket

anyway got the 不能说的秘密 OST of it edi, love the secret score, sounds great.

funny thing is that, mostly everyone thought me and my sis were a couple...wth. They weren't even convinced when we told thm the truth. WTH.

yea wth.

4th sept

nothing much either, doing some of my assignments, my sister went back to Kuantan. She was on a short leave though. couldn't help it.

5th and 6th sept

I collected the courage to go visit ssi

seemed f6 still was sien

caught up with most of everyone there, some were gone as in dissapeared from f6, some new kids, and mostly were scatterd around the school. tang, still looked the same, same as 2 years ago, arvindran and ariffin are in the pengawas edi, cui shan replaced her sister being a prefect, now it looks like hui shan, only with longer hair. lol. Met up with the happy-go-lucky 6RS1, caught up with most of everyone there. and alot more.

really doesn't make any sense at all.

7th sept

none to say

8th sept

did my final errands in jb

pack up and etc.

went to tang's house at night to get PA notes, and yes I too am taking the general paper.

took quite a while to find his house, 'cause it was at night, but I have been to his house before

spent some hours talking crap

on my way back, SESAT. Well i'm not familiar with the area, especially at night. myself to blame.

almost ran into a tree/bush.

and

wth is with ah meng?

thats my name at college. long story.

my name, AH MENG.

i'm back in jb

to be honest, i never felt that i left this place.

i actually feel more peaceful here.

I can wake at 4am on my own, meditate, finish my work on time and bla bla bla...

the only thing that my legs were itching for was

cycling this

dun mind the pic, most of the parts are already rusted...


and




driving


but honestly I would say, cycling in the rain is much better than driving in the rain.

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TOO SIEN TO ACTUALLY UPDATE ANYTHING

OR SAY ANYTHING

JUST WANTED TO SAY A PIECE OF MY MIND

NARUTO IS THE 4TH HOKAGE'S SON!!!!!!!

WTF!!!


THE END.

The Phoenix and the Turtle

Let the bird of loudest lay,

On the sole Arabian tree,

Herald sad and trumpet be,

To whose sound chaste wings obey.

But thou, shrieking harbinger,

Foul pre-currer of the fiend,

Augur of the fever's end,

To this troop come thou not near.

From this session interdict

Every fowl of tyrant wing,

Save the eagle, feather'd king:

Keep the obsequy so strict.

Let the priest in surplice white,

That defunctive music can,

Be the death-divining swan,

Lest the requiem lack his right.

And thou, treble-dated crow,

That thy sable gender mak'st

With the breath thou giv'st and tak'st,

'Mongst our mourners shalt thou go.

Here the anthem doth commence:

Love and constancy is dead;

Phoenix and the turtle fled

In a mutual flame from hence.

So they lov'd, as love in twain

Had the essence but in one;

Two distincts, division none:

Number there in love was slain.

Hearts remote, yet not asunder;

Distance, and no space was seen

'Twixt the turtle and his queen;

But in them it were a wonder.

So between them love did shine,

That the turtle saw his right

Flaming in the phoenix' sight:

Either was the other's mine.

Property was thus appall'd,

That the self was not the same;

Single nature's double name

Neither two nor one was call'd.

Reason, in itself confounded,

Saw division grow together;

To themselves yet either-neither,

Simple were so well compounded

That it cried how true a twain

Seemeth this concordant one!

Love hath reason, reason none

If what parts can so remain.

Whereupon it made this threne

To the phoenix and the dove,

Co-supreme and stars of love;

As chorus to their tragic scene.

THRENOS.

Beauty, truth, and rarity.

Grace in all simplicity,

Here enclos'd in cinders lie.

Death is now the phoenix' nest;

And the turtle's loyal breast

To eternity doth rest,

Leaving no posterity:--

'Twas not their infirmity,

It was married chastity.

Truth may seem, but cannot be:

Beauty brag, but 'tis not she;

Truth and beauty buried be.

To this urn let those repair

That are either true or fair;

For these dead birds sigh a prayer.

by William Shakespeare.

part-time job

the only part-time job that I got over here is

a drug dealer.

no I am not kidding.

it is lucrative but, I got nothing more to say.

and to Paramesium, that tag will have to wait.


really hectic this week, I have english week and a couple of exams, so will soon update on it.

Being a club president over here is not as easy back in ssi. Other than that I am also head leader of my dorm room and my asssignment groups. next semester will be rally month, guess who's gonna have to participate? FIGURE.


I only have leave after the 30th, but even for that, I can't go back.


Sometimes I feel that I don't want to return back. There's a feeling in my chest that I can't get rid of if I return or just anywhere.

Its a feeling that don't wish to feel, because I don't have such right to have it.

Affection for someone that is out of my reach is indeed a pain.

Feel like befalling my self a terrible accident and losing my memory for good, well even that happens.. will that painful feeing in my chest dissapear?

living life is kinda a pain, but there no such thing a life without pain, right?

relations between one another is just for our own shelfish gain. That is true. We make people happy and hurt them too.

Rolling out.

terkandas

haih

really.

Last sunday I went to pc-fair, bumped into jeff and other things. Anyway, experience is really tyring, first time trying out the komuter, I got onto the wrong train. Was suppose to head back to the UKM station, but instead I was heading to the opposite direction. Only realized that I was on the wrong train when I analyzed the train chart in detail. It was a sunday night and when I reached back.. it was very late.. anyway, had a french pop quiz the following day, automation class got cancelled because of an error in communication between the lecturer and the class rep, typical.

I got SOME GOOD AND BAd NEWS, which are, I have successfully becomed the president of the taekwondo club in this college, with ease, without any bloody fists or anything. Got the post because everyone else didn't want the post and shoved it to me.... very typical.Its more like, anyone didn't even want a damn post, but with some talk with the instructor, everyone got a post, just to give everyone a feeling of responsibility. Previous seniors mentioned that this club was a killer club, from 130 students that joined in, by the end of the first semester, 5 remained... indeed very typical.

Lately, been starting to space out alot, again, not even sure what is the cause of it, can't seem to find a solution to it right now. Could it be that I'm high? did I overdose the medication i'm taking? been diagnosed with bronchitis for last few weeks, not even sure if I still have it now.

well gotta go, gotta finish assignments.

Au revoir, Je te manque.

heh.. the window had a bullet crack