a truth untold

this is a review of mine from a Malaysian Studies class I had earlier this time around, Heck, its in a quiz that I'm gonna have to take which is 10% of my overall and I really liked this documentary, so here goes;

the main site:

http://10tahun.blogspot.com/

its about:
10 Tahun Sebelum Merdeka
sebuah filem dokumentari oleh Fahmi Reza

20 Oktober 1947 merupakan hari bersejarah dalam perjuangan berperlembagaan rakyat Malaya menuntut kemerdekaan dari penjajah British. Filem dokumentari pendek ini menceritakan pengalaman yang dilalui oleh 5 individu yang turut serta dalam perjuangan politik kiri untuk membentuk sebuah gerakan kemerdekaan rakyat di Malaya, sepuluh tahun sebelum merdeka.

this documentation contains actual interviews of a now disbanded politic party that the govt at that time, took various actions to make sure the propaganda they tried to upbring for the country, were broken.


here, feast your eyes:

1st part




2nd part



3rd part



4th and final part

politics

well now I'm currently in jb, be around for a few days then off back to the crack in he world. The first thing ever that I did when I came back was I cooked, Yea I cooked.Blah blah, like you can't, so it ain't something fancy to squirm about.

Okay, the point I'm trying to say is;

honestly I wouldn't dare say this as it would be something kinda opposing to my current govt. and the employers of parents...

if you were someone like me, highly educated, having a good sense of politics or blah blah, you could easily see how bad/corrupted the system that is currently governing us.

i'm not saying is that you should be a politic-pro supporter, is that you should at least see the views of each parties, compare each with equal attention, and decide for yourself what kind of govt that you want for yourself, your family, your possible future.

I know you readers would think traditionally that I'd join this certain politic party, but I think that I wouldn't, I myself loathe its slogan.

hey, don't give me that hateful remark, its my beliefs that wouldn't agree with their way of handling stuff, couldn't you see why the founder himself decided to leave that party? his reasons, are kinda mine the same.

honestly there is this certain politic party that existed during the days before kemerdekaan, and if it were still around. I'd POSSIBLY join. yEAh.

just something I had to do

gosh I'm ashamed of my self, I can't even talk/utter my English
like I used to..

its just that nobody here would ever want to talk in english, its either hokkien, malay or something broken, if i'm tensed/in a tiff, I will never talk politely in malay, i'll just lavish out my apek-malay slang talking like some pissed ah beng.

aku, kau, kepala buntut, Nyama ci***, puk*m**, lan*** ma ***, ji*** and etc

how polite am I, wow

There's this saying that the first language that you ever learnt will be your mother tongue(I 'm not sure If I spelled that right). Now my english if a far cry from what i'm used to like, i'd say my level that was you'd be speaking to foreigner with an american accent from the 90's.

Its like a sin when ever I try to talk in english, they look at you as if they have a score to settle with you.=.=\\\\\

well there's definitely a lot for me to say since i've finally, somehow managed to find some mojo to blog. I'll be random until there's a steaky post to put up here, guess its probably i'm getting my mid-term hollidays, its hectic and the hair-loss problem, my life is a raft cage for now, finding some solution to iron it out, 'till then.

DEPRESSION 101

http://www.yunnamhaircare.com/hairpro.html

time is up

its that god damn time again






to me
my life is like this



my love life is more similar to this




sometimes, this comes up in my mind

so what, I got hairy arms



there are times where I wished it could stop
rollback
do this and that
but
nah, fat chance
would it be so different if I did it anyway?



being possessive is bad
not even letting go, ain't doing good to your health
someone quoted this
"if you love the person, let go"
to me
in my heart
its telling me
to HELL WITH THAT
those dark arts that I learnt and know, is really giving me second thoughts


but I really have to agree to this

yup A+ equation




疼

its killing me

I just can't take it anymore

result

click picture to enlarge

finally my result arrived

my cgpa is 3.4 , ouch man

HIATUS

You Are 80% A Child of the 90s

Wassup!?! You remember the 90s like they were yesterday. And you're ready to open up a can of whoop-ass on any other decade.

Are You a Child of an 90s?

damn i miss those times

crytal pepsi

fresh prince of bel air and saved by the bell

and all those crazy things during the 90s

other than that

I'm not sure If I am ok yet

met her online

and she still gives me those "butterflies in my stomach feeling"

damn how strong

not sure what will happen if I'll meet her in person. GEEEzerzz.

if your the woman that i'm mentioning. i'm not sure what will happen.