hobby

doesn't it look great?

the only thing I'm worried about is getting an authentic license for it.

and taking care of it.

precognition premonition

its been some time since I blogged anything, my hectic life, being hiatus most if the time.

its just that, the night before, I had some dream where I met people that I have never seen before and mostly the dream was consisted of people or friends that I have not seen for a long time.

usually when I dream something like this, things happen. I'm not sure what, but something will happen.

I always get dreams or nightmares of the future quiet frequently and when I decipher them, figure them out, they come true. That was some time ago but they have been diminishing until now.

there was one time, 1 week before my spm results were out, I dream t' of my spm results, the dream gave me the exact same results as the one I received the day of the results.

probably its just in my mind, I'm crazy maybe. Maybe its just a side effect of what my personality is?

I like playing guess, as in when I haven't met this person, i hear their voice and imagine what he/she actually looks like, sometimes I always get them right, guessing whats behind door no.1 and so.


back then when I was in my early teens, I really believed in telepathy, telekinesis or psychic powers. at a time I believed I had it, I had psychic powers, ya ya ya, you think I'm crazy am I. Anyway, I went on, see what I could do, explore and master it, if it was possible at the time. Now I just forgotten all about this stuff, not sure I f I still have it.

I remember one time when I got rejected by this girl in high school, it was during form3, well a nerd being rejected, you may know what will happen, what he'll probably do, bu I just had this something where I can predict where she is, well is more like I felt that she's approaching to school and all but I brushed it off asap,'cause she rejected me and I'm tried to get over her, basically I learned to hate her.

another part was when, I think it was the same year when I was in form 3, there was this day that my ears was burning, as in hot, red, emitting heat. It was unusual as it never happen before and I knew it wasn't normal to happen, I felt that was someone or a bunch of people were talking behind my back, so I charged around the whole school, through each class and I found bunch of girls gossiping, I looked at one of them and I could see that was trying to know if I knew what she was talking about. I letf but the burning didn't stop so I went back and they were still gossiping, this time I really got them. I left again, and they stopped gossiping as well as the burning sensation.

clearly around my senior year, I was getting to know this girl, well as you would say it she was invisible? we see each other everyday, every year, but I never took the trouble to talk to her, one time she was surprised when I called her by her name, it seem that she thought I never knew hers. I remember her high school appearance, she wore glasses, an intelligent woman, a bookworm, she was shy, but talkative to people she knew, liked martial arts, she'd had her hair short but in our senior year she started to keep it long, it was kind of appealing to me. I remember one time that she cut her hair really short, horrendous but I didn't dare to tell her, I just stared in shock.

ok my point here is that, as time grew, I felt some affinity with her, i could know that she staring or looking at me, I knew she was somewhere nearby and so. Until this day, I still can feel it, this feeling. one time last year I was waiting in my old high-school for some unsettled affairs, as I was waiting, I felt a very strong something, it was more like two round objects piercing my back through my chest, it gave my heart a sensation, it beated very fast. it was as if someone was watching me, i had this feeling that it was her. but I could be proven wrong.


may be its just in my head

oh ya, a black crow just appeared on the window in front of me, maybe something is going to happen.

maybe I'm just plain crazy.

...

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

the time I slept

I slept from 1:00pm yesterday until 5:20am this morning

how long is that actually?

I do usually wake everyday around that time but the time I went to sleep seems odd, you think?

I did wake up around 10:00pm but just for a while, 2 minutes?, then I went back to sleep. WTH I've been asleep for more than 12 hours?!!?!!

the previous day before yesterday(Wednesday), I didn't sleep a wink that night so maybe it would explain some shit.

Back in jb for a while for now

been searching for this song for while, but got it already.

Zhou Da Xia

a truth untold

this is a review of mine from a Malaysian Studies class I had earlier this time around, Heck, its in a quiz that I'm gonna have to take which is 10% of my overall and I really liked this documentary, so here goes;

the main site:

http://10tahun.blogspot.com/

its about:
10 Tahun Sebelum Merdeka
sebuah filem dokumentari oleh Fahmi Reza

20 Oktober 1947 merupakan hari bersejarah dalam perjuangan berperlembagaan rakyat Malaya menuntut kemerdekaan dari penjajah British. Filem dokumentari pendek ini menceritakan pengalaman yang dilalui oleh 5 individu yang turut serta dalam perjuangan politik kiri untuk membentuk sebuah gerakan kemerdekaan rakyat di Malaya, sepuluh tahun sebelum merdeka.

this documentation contains actual interviews of a now disbanded politic party that the govt at that time, took various actions to make sure the propaganda they tried to upbring for the country, were broken.


here, feast your eyes:

1st part




2nd part



3rd part



4th and final part

politics

well now I'm currently in jb, be around for a few days then off back to the crack in he world. The first thing ever that I did when I came back was I cooked, Yea I cooked.Blah blah, like you can't, so it ain't something fancy to squirm about.

Okay, the point I'm trying to say is;

honestly I wouldn't dare say this as it would be something kinda opposing to my current govt. and the employers of parents...

if you were someone like me, highly educated, having a good sense of politics or blah blah, you could easily see how bad/corrupted the system that is currently governing us.

i'm not saying is that you should be a politic-pro supporter, is that you should at least see the views of each parties, compare each with equal attention, and decide for yourself what kind of govt that you want for yourself, your family, your possible future.

I know you readers would think traditionally that I'd join this certain politic party, but I think that I wouldn't, I myself loathe its slogan.

hey, don't give me that hateful remark, its my beliefs that wouldn't agree with their way of handling stuff, couldn't you see why the founder himself decided to leave that party? his reasons, are kinda mine the same.

honestly there is this certain politic party that existed during the days before kemerdekaan, and if it were still around. I'd POSSIBLY join. yEAh.

just something I had to do

gosh I'm ashamed of my self, I can't even talk/utter my English
like I used to..

its just that nobody here would ever want to talk in english, its either hokkien, malay or something broken, if i'm tensed/in a tiff, I will never talk politely in malay, i'll just lavish out my apek-malay slang talking like some pissed ah beng.

aku, kau, kepala buntut, Nyama ci***, puk*m**, lan*** ma ***, ji*** and etc

how polite am I, wow

There's this saying that the first language that you ever learnt will be your mother tongue(I 'm not sure If I spelled that right). Now my english if a far cry from what i'm used to like, i'd say my level that was you'd be speaking to foreigner with an american accent from the 90's.

Its like a sin when ever I try to talk in english, they look at you as if they have a score to settle with you.=.=\\\\\

well there's definitely a lot for me to say since i've finally, somehow managed to find some mojo to blog. I'll be random until there's a steaky post to put up here, guess its probably i'm getting my mid-term hollidays, its hectic and the hair-loss problem, my life is a raft cage for now, finding some solution to iron it out, 'till then.