my ears are bleeding.

in contrast of the marks of my french paper from above
a couple of days ago, I was cleaning my ears and what do you know, blood is gushing out.
yea.

blood.

kinda hurts a bit for now, especially my right ear.

asked some friends what could be wrong

they simply replied got kutu anjing, I kena brain cancer, wtf

ok

i'll go see a doctor

asap.

EAT SHIT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

charm

damn it

really

my charm kinda works in the wrong places

the women that I attract...

is twice my age

i'm 17

and she's..

22..


damn...



the last relationship I was in, was indeed kinda horrible.

the woman herself was cheating on her man, she complained that she no longer feels the love from him, whining that he's 2 busy and stuff...

and wtf hell, she was 25 and i was 16 at that time. settled?

if this shit keeps on going.. i'm bound to snatch someone's wife...

i don't know what to say.

my name, AH MENG part II

haih..so now I am no longer in Jb, now back in Bangi. Came back here around saturday morning

well I didn't blog while my time in jb, so i'm going to blog about it, not much though

31st AUG 12:00am

finally reached back jb

so I decided to sms to all of contacts, a merdeka message, not sure was worth it, my credit got spent, anyway I accidently got to know someone because I punched in the wrong number, funny thing that she asked me straight if I was a policeman..hmm something wasn't right was going on. Well I'd just say that, we keep in touch.

31st aug

I woke up, in the morning

went cycling, yea really boring thing to do, but just felt like it.

damn, the bike itself was pretty, rusted.

took the liberty to check the neighbourhood

well nothing much changed except there this new thing being made, not sure if its public or not, because its in the istana's property

construction

continued on cycling around until dataran jbsaw the march and all, dun have picks of cause, accidently didn't save it haih.was spotted by En. Adnan though, he brought his wife and kids along . Didn't get to catch up with him as it was kinda crowded there. the march was from the dataran jb, seta and ec.

some inhabitants of the istana

the place where I lived, if anyone can find it.

road kills

1st sept

nothing much done on that day, thought of going to tkd but I had a charity sale at 9am. I asked most of anyone whom I thought lived nearby, to come and give their support but, nobody did. typical, typical.

well only my neighbour came.

thank you Charlotte.

anyway, had to accompany dad to some weddings, in place of my mom, she had this business seminar, cosmetics is the venture.

2nd sept

nothing done here, went out and got groceries

and finally got this collection

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3rd sept

went for a haircut, bla bla,

took my sister out, it was raining and I almost got into an accident. I don't know what was I feeling or thinking. nonsense, benda yang tak masuk akal, that is what I am talking here. Well the 'cause of my vehicle swindling on the road was that it was drizzling and the road there was on a big puddle, so there was no friction and I lost control. What? if you know how I drive, that would happen, i'm always driving at a constant speed of 80km/h. and yes I was driving the orange vw.

any way, caught this movie at cs

秘密

really nice story to it, one of my college buddies said the hero was kinda too perfect, except he rode a bycicle.

got student discount rm6 each for ticket

anyway got the 不能说的秘密 OST of it edi, love the secret score, sounds great.

funny thing is that, mostly everyone thought me and my sis were a couple...wth. They weren't even convinced when we told thm the truth. WTH.

yea wth.

4th sept

nothing much either, doing some of my assignments, my sister went back to Kuantan. She was on a short leave though. couldn't help it.

5th and 6th sept

I collected the courage to go visit ssi

seemed f6 still was sien

caught up with most of everyone there, some were gone as in dissapeared from f6, some new kids, and mostly were scatterd around the school. tang, still looked the same, same as 2 years ago, arvindran and ariffin are in the pengawas edi, cui shan replaced her sister being a prefect, now it looks like hui shan, only with longer hair. lol. Met up with the happy-go-lucky 6RS1, caught up with most of everyone there. and alot more.

really doesn't make any sense at all.

7th sept

none to say

8th sept

did my final errands in jb

pack up and etc.

went to tang's house at night to get PA notes, and yes I too am taking the general paper.

took quite a while to find his house, 'cause it was at night, but I have been to his house before

spent some hours talking crap

on my way back, SESAT. Well i'm not familiar with the area, especially at night. myself to blame.

almost ran into a tree/bush.

and

wth is with ah meng?

thats my name at college. long story.

my name, AH MENG.

i'm back in jb

to be honest, i never felt that i left this place.

i actually feel more peaceful here.

I can wake at 4am on my own, meditate, finish my work on time and bla bla bla...

the only thing that my legs were itching for was

cycling this

dun mind the pic, most of the parts are already rusted...


and




driving


but honestly I would say, cycling in the rain is much better than driving in the rain.