random

fine with me

You Are 73% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

OUCH!! I DO NEED HELP...

Your Life is 70% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

could be... but people change..

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

I dun believe it

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

DESPERATE

we students of MFI are really really really really on tight budgets

so we

cut our own hairs.

haih

ah bullshit to my previous post, halfway posting got cut off, the continued back on the post.. I forgot what the heck what was I was going to blog about.

anyway for all time i've been gone, I forgot to tell you guys what the hell am I doing here.

well my course is called Automated System and Maintenance Technology or ASMT for short

the weird thing is that... its not mechanical engineering, not even electrical & electronic engineering...

it is just goddamn both courses enrolled into one..

other than that, there is also business added to it.

well can't say much bout it yet. Got assignments to finish.

will maybe update

stress?

At times I feel like breaking apart..

I feel as if I'm living in a dream, not knowing whether I'm alive or not..

I can say my heart is an empty hollow shell.

I hate it when I'm like this. IT SUCKS.

hate it when I can't get over things

hate it when I must lie to myself.

believing in things that are not even true, just a fabrication in my mind, over shading the truth.

the pain I felt

was not enough

it was never enough

not enough to move on.

times of being happy are never everlasting.

just short.

its not that stressful yet but to overcome it when it happens

so my solution to stress..

are not those pack of cigarettes up above there.

random

Your EQ is 153

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

व्त्फ?

Smart, adaptable, you're able to insinuate yourself into any setting and act like you were born there. Sure, sincerity and honesty aren't your strong points, but you can fake them if the need arises. You might feel a little hollow inside, but with so many friends, who cares?
What's your malfunction?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are An ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt. While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough. At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You Are 56% Nerdy

You may be a bit surprised with this score, but your more of a closet nerd than an actual nerd. Stop denying your inner nerd! You're truly dorkier than you think.

How Nerdy Are You?

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

GOODBYE

to be honest

I

REALLY

REALLY

REALLY

HATE

SAYING

goodbye



I suck at it.





and for leaving without notice



I'm sorry




so



to everyone who I got to know this past few years, months, weeks, days or so.































































































I'd say

goodbye

to you.



because



by the end of this week



this Friday



I'll be gone

you'll probably won't hear a word from me in about 5 years or so or perhaps permanently.





so





I decided to blog again


to keep in touch with you guys


and also

this blog would act as a memento

when I am no longer

breathing.