stress?

At times I feel like breaking apart..

I feel as if I'm living in a dream, not knowing whether I'm alive or not..

I can say my heart is an empty hollow shell.

I hate it when I'm like this. IT SUCKS.

hate it when I can't get over things

hate it when I must lie to myself.

believing in things that are not even true, just a fabrication in my mind, over shading the truth.

the pain I felt

was not enough

it was never enough

not enough to move on.

times of being happy are never everlasting.

just short.

its not that stressful yet but to overcome it when it happens

so my solution to stress..

are not those pack of cigarettes up above there.